what kind of music

well, yes...i ry to remember how i started to listen to hip-hop...you know...i don't want to say, that hip-hop is bad or smth...just i was disappointed so much (if you read my musical journal, i wrote there about Rammstein and D12. D12 were a family, and Ramm had problems with each other. But after time D12 became commercial product, but Ramm EXCEPT their commercial work, staied the band and friends).

And about gothic. Nowadays it is JUST fshion. There is no so much people who really like it, who read gothic, who learn about gothic. Nowadays, if you wearing black clothes, you automaticaly becoming a goth. I am not really goth, i like more the gothic stream -- industrial, i said. Well, but anyway, i stay goth. Yes, i think about death a lot...but not because i am a goth, and HAVE TO think about it. In my opinion gothic is some condition of the person. It is the culture!